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The sun rises and kisses the sky, and then proceeds to melt into the horizon to follow. Another day done by, a night once again in solitude. The days and nights blend together slowly passing me by, yet the feeling all but left inside my bones lingers on. I yearn for the touch, the everlasting imprint on my skin, the warm bone clenching embrace. My body screams for it, my heart begs for it, but my mind shakes off those pesky two. Brought back to reality, another day dream of what was, could have been. Memories come crashing in like a soft wave. Months previous my mind once told me to embrace the known. The pesky two held tighter knowing what w

Life is hard, dejected even sometimes. Life is hurtful and bitter, upsetting, choking and chaotic. Behind all of that I instead choose happiness. Positivity. With every positive thought comes a joyful outcome. With every joyful outcome comes a wiser-self. I find life hard to overcome but I have for 22 years. I feel dejected from others, but loved fully within. I feel hurtful from my experiences but yet always delighted to have experienced life lessons. Bitterness is within my soul but happiness reigns out more. I find my choices upsetting, and then my angels divinely came to me. I feel myself choke back sadness, hurt and gloomy feelings. A de

I started thinking lately about life, love, and everything in-between. I realised it's all about the choices and decisions a person faces. It hit me like a far off memory, right smack into me. A train coming on the track at full speed. Me. What I want is mine. My decision alone. As I lay there absorbing the love, I thought to myself I already knew what it is I had wanted. I wanted it this whole time, my whole life. I want to feel the connection the true intimate connection between two individuals, not just of intimacy but of the mind. I wanted every touch, conversation, feeling, stare, silence, absolutely everything. I wanted it. One hundred